Hey everyone <3 I know I said it in my last journal but I just wanted to say it again that I'm sorry for being inactive for so long. I really did miss DA and everyone's artwork and friends. <333
I know I'm a slowass but recent events made me a SUPER slowass. X'D; I'm not going to sit here and whine or rant (I don't feel like it) but I'm just going to sum it up and say that so far 2008 has been nothing but
POOP. Poop. Poop. Poop
REASON # 1 THAT MADE ME A SUPER SLOWASSI'd been feeling sick occasionally for months and months and months but it wasn't all the time. Usually after I ate something (I never knew what it would be next that would make me sick. Really sucked.) then I'd throw it up then proceed to feel like crap for a few days afterwards. Then I'd be scared to eat anything for like 3 days because I didn't want to get sick again. My retarded doctor thought it was acid reflux, so I took some pills for that and they seemed to help a little but...not really.
So I kept getting sick lalalala. Was sick as a dog on Christmas day too. So that sucked XD; Anyway this went on all the way until January until finally my mom and I noticed that were my eyes were yellow. WTF right? XD I had noticed a few days before but it was so subtle that you couldn't really tell. I had asked my mom if she thought they were yellow and she said no. Then a few days later she was the first to say "OMG UR EYES R YELLOW WTF" So that was kind of funny. X'DD
So then I went on the internet and found out that it was Jaundice. Scared the crap outta me because I thought my liver was dying on me.
NOTFUN. XD
Anyway so then we went to the hospital emergency room and they were like:
"LOL you're not going anywhere

-ADMITTED-"
Me: FUK. ._.
No one wants to stay at a hospital, but I got my mom to bring me my laptop and then I couldn't care less how long they kept me there. XD Thank God for wireless internet.

-GEEEEEK-
But anyway they found out that it was gallstones. Again, WTF. I thought only older people got those. My docs were a little surprised too. Guess my gallbladder was working on the little bastards since 1st grade. XD Anyway the blockage from the stones was causing my eyes to turn yellow and it was why I was upchucking so much. x_x;
I remember the nurse telling me that some people's eyes would get like highlighter/neon yellow if they waited too long for treatment. I was like "COOL! O__O" It just kinda.. came out. X'DD It was so funny. LMAO, would be good for Halloween. X'DD;; <-- was thinking Cat Woman DUN DUN DUN DUNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA -shot-
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I said I wasn't going to elaborate and yet here I am. XD.....<-- tired of herself already. Well I just sat here and typed all of that so bleh. @_@; -not deleting-
Anyway nutshell nutshell nutshell. Had surgery. It sucked. PAIN. Morphine is awesome. Gallbladder bye-bye. Had an ERCP too. It sucked. Finally went home. Felt better. Another ERCP later. Dumbasses made me sick again. Back in the hospital. ANOTHER ERCP. And now here I am.
SO THE POINT IS! WHAT I WAS TRYING TO SAY.. X'D Is I spent half of January in the hospital so MEGA SPEED BUMP.
Now why couldn't I have just said that one simple sentence? <-- Why she never gets anything done. X'D;
REASON # 2 THAT MADE ME A SUPER SLOWASSAfter the hospital epic adventure we had to move. And while we're waiting to get our own place again we're staying with family members. The problem with this is... no one really has a desk where I can work. .__.
First we stayed with my aunt and her kitchen table is like this fancy...stone thing so it's bumpy as hell. I use my laser mouse for everything so...NOT GONNA WORK. I did get a magazine and used it as sort of a mouse pad to finish my latest picture but nothing beats a solid, smooth wooden surface for me. How I did everything. Wish I had it back ;_;
My other two commissions are more detailed and I
have to have somewhere to work to finish them. I'm not even going to try without a smooth desk because it'll render them to crap. I think I'll just sit in at the library in a few days to get them done. <3
REASON # 3 THAT MADE ME A SUPER SLOWASSThe rest of the time was just me being my usual slow self. I'm going to try and make a sincere effort to be faster with things and also to draw more. I know I don't draw enough or practice and then I whine when I feel like I suck. XD Trying, trying, trying. Thanks for all who bared with me.

I've been wanting to do gifts for so many people for so, so long. I hope I can finally get them done soon. <333
I love you all!

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It's really funny that I made this journal on my birthday too. X'D I should be out doing something and yet I sit here on my butt. I have to wait until Monday. -sigh- I don't even feel 19. And It doesn't even feel like my birthday. -shrug- I blame the rain. @3@; And sitting here on my butt. XDDD
And gah! I need to do a Valentine's picture! I noticed that I never upload holiday pictures. Shows you how out of it I am. XD Since I can't finish commissions right now, I guess I'll go start my mini revolution and go make something with my colored pencils. Maybe a few gifts, maybe a Valentine's picture. Something. I need to draw more and upload more. LETS GET TO IT. >_<!

And thanks for reading if you took the time to read it all. Mizzy loves you.

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